This is my reality right now. A reality filled with Portugal, my grandma, my fiansé, sun, palms, flowers and calmness. It is a bit cold (around 17+) but at least is warmer than in sweden who has below zero!! :S
I am trying to work with Visio Fitness and I am trying to do as much as I can when Tiago is away working so we can have the free time together. But. I really dont get any motivation to work when I am alone in home. I have noticed that the best results and work I do, is when he is home. Then I feel relaxed and motivated, I can speak with him if I need some advice about Visio Fitness, sometimes I can take a paus to give him a kiss, get some coffee or take a walk- and all this makes me acctually more effective than when I am alone in home with a lot of time to spend. Hm, I will need to get an office with people around me so I can have a more “socialized working-motivation”!
But until that will I enjoy my beautiful enviroment here in Portugal! ❤
Sometimes. I am very alone. It dosn´t matter if I have all the people in the world around me. But nowadays I KNOW, that I am not alone. BUT! I know that it is a big difference by being alone and by feeling alone. And yes, what I feel is sometimes the biggest reality for me but I think it is very important to just remind myself now and then that i “only” FEEL alone but I AM NOT alone!
That gives me strenghten to let me relax and accept my situation. I dont relax and accept that in an unhealthy way that will let me just sit here and keep me feeling alone rest of my life but it gives me the acceptans to dont let it take over me completely. And that will let me think more clear and relaxed in a way that I can make it becomes healthy. And then I will not feel alone anymore… ❤